Things have changed. People are different. Life is harder. 7th grade is just creeping around the corner just haunting me. I'm so afraid im just gonna mess up. But when I try so hard to do what im suppose to do, i just mess up. I don't fit in. If I had one wish. Just one little wish, it would be to be able to go into any book and be any character i want to be in or be. I would be Elizabeth, Whinnie, Bella, and so much more. we'll talk about that some more later. Anyway back to reality. Now that my brother has moved out things are different. I haven't spoken or seen my brother in what feels like 2 months. I love my brother, but im not sure he loves me like i love him. One of my bestfriends is changing too. She's becoming more hyper, nice, and i don't know. Just different. My dad is pretty much always at work, so it's normally just me and my mom. Im all alone. I wish i could find someone who understands me and likes what i like. But i doubt that will ever happen.